Okay...I admit.

So in an hour and half I'll be having an ultrasound. First and foremost I just want to be sure that my baby is growing right and that all it's organs are functioning correctly and they don't find any thing wrong or concerning. But after all that is done...I want to know if it's a boy or a girl! This morning I have been thinking about it more than probably the last 19 weeks combined. I really haven't given it much thought. It's way different from the when I had Kooy. It was all I thought about the first 20 weeks. I have been saying all along that I really don't care either way. There are obvious pros and cons to both. I've kept everything of Kooy's, so if it's a boy we are all set. I have a really good friend who has told me she would loan me all her girl clothes and I have a ton of girls clothes in my basement that were my nieces. Technically I think I would all set up to size 4T. And it would be nice to have a boy and a girl to start out with. Anyway, like I said I've thought alot about it this morning and I've decided to finally admit to myself that I really want a GIRL. There. I have admitted. It's not surprising since I already have a boy. We've asked Kooy a few times and he always says it's a girl. And Matt told me last night that his gut told him it was a girl. We will find out if that's wishfully thinking or it's actually so. Off I go to finish getting ready and to find out what my baby really is. I just thought I would make an official guess before I went.

What do YOU think?

You have only a few hours to pray and listen to the spirit and make guess.

Good luck...may the Holy Ghost be with you.